i will admit, i was the first to submit.: Archive

I think we’ve slept together every night since Thursday. I love waking up to him holding me or if he’s not then I love snuggling up against his back with my arm stretched over his chest. I love being around him he makes me smile and he makes me happy. How long will this phase last? Hmm… I need to stop being a negative Nancy about life haha

Jul 27th

so I’m at work on my itouch on the bathroom and I don’t wanna be here anymore laaadeedaa working on policies is a blast -_-

Jul 27th

New itouch users

Jul 27th

Jun 11th

those three words are said too much.

i believe i am getting myself into trouble, and i also believe that i want this to happen. i need some excitement in my life. i want to get a tattoo soon. this is my to do list. BUY A BICYCLE, get lights, and shit. basket/waterbottle compartment and possibly a comfy seat. CALL THE COURTHOUSE. June 12th is as long as i have until they make matters worse and increase the fines. tell the judge that...

Jun 5th

i could easily make either of them fall in love with me… hmmm what to do what to do

Jun 3rd

May 18th

i like to play the game ;)

May 16th

last night my mom, my dad, my oldest brother david, my youngest brother donalnd, and i got in a fight outside of my house. david walked away with a greater risk of having a heart attack due to stress, and a black eye. i got socked in the face on accident by donald and my nose and mouth were gushing with blood.this morning i looked in the mirror and i have a minor black eye, but i can easily cover...

May 7th

Apr 26th

“From the top of the world We’ll let them know That your biggest fear is...”

– a day to remember

Apr 26th

sex is good for the soul.

mission of march is COMPLETE. :)

Mar 14th

Chad: 'suck my dick.' 'uh....no thank you.' i hate it when girls say that.

Diana: what, suck my dick or no thank you?

Mar 6th

how am i supposeod to react when i discover that...

in most cases you would congratulate a new mom, but i just don’t feel right saying “GOOD JOB! you haven’t graduated high school yet and you already have started a family! way to get a jump start on life.” i feel more like saying “that was a poor choice. are you as stressed out right now as i would be?” is it rude not to be happy for someone who just had a baby?...

Feb 27th

me: My vagina has been vacant for 7 months now. Woooooo
Haley: Ahahahahah omg! That just made me laugh so hard
me: Well i'm glad one of us is entertained...

Feb 25th

the kitties can walk now :) so flippin cute

Feb 24th

i feel like i've been fucking up lately, like i've...

i don’t understand how i’ve been getting straigh A’s with the bullshit i’ve been turning in. this school is so easy to get good grades in. i almost feel unworthy of my grades. now i feel like sharing my appreciation for the people in my life and expressing the impact they have had on me. thank you mom for teaching me how to speak like i know what i’m talking...

Feb 24th

nilla wafers, sonic the hedgehog2, budlight, and atmosphere. such a good morning. :)

Feb 17th

you’re making me go crazy. fruitypebbles+soymilk to the rescue

Feb 10th

Jan 30th

Jan 20th

my oldest brother is a douche.

earlier he freaked out because i told him to stop acting like he owned the house. he grabbed my foot and twisted it then when i used my other foot to kick him in the groin he pulled my ass off of the couch and threw me into the coffee table. he’s a fucking faggot low life who needs to move out already.

Jan 14th

atmosphere murs slug living legends oh how i love your beats, rythyms, and lyrics. you all make me take back the statement “rap is crap” i love all of you.

Jan 4th

So for my birthday, I’m undecided. Should I gather up all of my friends and go to the strip club, or nickel city? Nickel city would be cheaper, but if I go to the strip club then my admission would be free. Daniel wouldn’t be able to go to the strip club though. And I kind of don’t wanna go to nickel city for my 18th birthday… Maybe I should just get a hotel that would be...

Jan 3rd

This is weird, I’m not used to someone being so real. I like him :) But my new years resolution is to stay single, hahah. At least I’m over jordan, that was a big fat waste of time.. lol and I’m grossed out everytime I think about him!

Jan 3rd

Let’s see how far this goes… :)

Dec 31st

I hate being hungover every Sunday shift, I need to stop working sundy mornings! I should start working Sunday nights again

Dec 27th

I’m saddened by this whole ordeal. time heals all wounds, I just hate waiting for this to fix itself. Patience is a virtue I lack..

Dec 27th

i wish i didn't miss him.

but, if he doesn’t want to be just friends, screw it. he never really loved me in the first place i guess. fuckkin aye. this holiday break has been so up and down, i just can’t wait for the new year. hurry the fuck up 2010.

Dec 24th

I know i start work in half an hour, I just can’t get myself out of bed. Mornings like this require a rockstar before I take off my covers. Lol well I guess ill get up now..

Dec 22nd

Dec 14th

Talking to you makes me feel like giving up and yelling FUCkiT!

Dec 10th

When 1 becomes 2

It’s odd being single, but I’m glad I have survived my first real Break-up. Chances are i’m gonna be single for a very long time, mostly because I want to but also because it would take me a long time to find another person who will put up with all my shit.

Dec 2nd

heyinsomnia

long time no see! it’s 3am and i can’t sleep.. so i looked into becoming a nurse and college and stuff.. am i supposed to be super excited about a career before i do schooling? i don’t think i’m ever going to find my “dream job”, but should i just settle for something that i don’t hate? hmph.

Nov 14th

“So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when...”

– (via inmyskin)

Oct 2nd

a week from right now I'll be watching blink182 :D

but for now I’m stuck listening to my boyfriend argue with his dad :/

Sep 7th

I know who I am I just don’t know what im doing.

Aug 21st

Aug 10th

I hate it when...

sobersarah: (reblog with answer?) my socks, cereal, or bread gets soggy.

Jul 27th

5 notes

the water was lukewarm, it was easy to get too...

Feeling kinda trapped tonight.

Jul 16th

I love my boyfriend cus I can do or say whatever I want around him and i never feel embarassed or awkward.

Jul 13th

i am what i am, most motherf*ckers don't give a...

Jul 11th

I'm misunderstood.

I do care, I just realize that some things are out of my control; and I’m fast to accept that.

Jul 9th

I've lost a lot of friends in the past three...

I wonder what they’re up to right now.

Jul 2nd

hey city of Santa clara, stop doing road work on my street! You freakin assholes.

Jun 30th

Everyone has their flaws.

shutupwerawesome: Really? I love my hipbones, I thinkbtheyre so beautiful. Thats not a flaw, thats a gift! I hate that I am so skinny that my hip bones stick out.

Jun 30th

1 note

Jun 28th

1 note